i have such a nostalgic feeling right now. i'm thinking of this past february. i get a weird feeling when i think about it. a good feeling. it was such an amazing time in my life. and i want to go back to that month soooo badly. it seriously hurts to know that i can't return to it. :[
i actually used to be kinda cute. i weighed or at least looked about fifteen pounds less. i didn't wear my ugly glasses every day. i wore cute clothes. my skin was pretty much flawless. i need to work on myself. i'm on a diet and i'm going to actually try to look nice. and hopefully everything will just get better from there. and maybe i'll get that feeling of february again!